So I have been trying to think of something really great I could talk about...but I can't think of anything. So I will just touch on a few things that I have been thinking about lately! Morgan and I have been trying to have a baby for now 3 years! For the last two years I have put more pills into my body then I ever have before in the 26 years I have been alive! Anyway...Morgan and I have now saved some money and have some other money that we could go to the next step. I have the name of a lot of Drs. (Thanks to everyone who supplied me with them) its just that I am so scared! For someone who wants a baby as bad as I do, I should not be so terrified! I have lost almost all of my optimism. I am just so afraid of what he will tell me! So if someone could give me some of there brave jeans to wear for the day then I will do it! I am so thankful for this time that Morgan and I are having right now! Its Wednesday and I have until Tuesday off from work and we are both trying to think about where on earth are we going this weekend! We really need to get out of Salt Lake! So hopefully we go somewhere great and I will have something a lot better to write about on Tuesday! Hope everyone has a good long weekend with Presidents Day on Monday!