Can't anybody just have a bad day anymore??

If you are the type of person who is happy everyday and never experiences a bad day...then stop reading now!
My day started at 3:37 am...With the worst dream! I had tears running down my face from the fear that I had just experienced while I should be sleeping peacefully. I then woke up at 7 am feeling sad and the overwhelming feeling that said, "Brittney, Stay in bed! This is not your day!" I should have listened...Dang It!
I got to work and it started like a regular day. BUSY! Then after hitting my head not once, not twice but 5 freaking times! It was the world saying, TOLD YA SO! I then got through the first patient thinking, OK I can turn this day around. Then came our second patient. During the procedure I got dowsed with water by my un-knowing employer. You need to know that I DO NOT LIKE GET TO WET---AGAINST MY OWN WISHES! Friendships have ended because of water fights that I have be included in. Anyway... Instead of a Sorry. I got a, That was Awesome. (Wait let me get my inner ghetto girl out. ) Oh no you didn't!!
The day went on with the stupid credit union, a scary lady in my ward calling me 20 times. And just one thing after another! To end the day at work I felt a small sense of peace, No more Patients! As soon as that thought popped in my head, my co-worker, my buddy, my friend said to me, "Are you going to be pissy all week?" Damnit when did this day turn into a week! Can't a girl just get a break! Was I grumpy? Yes! Was I quiet? Yes! Did I just want to be left alone and finish the day as fast as I could? YES! As soon as that statement left her mouth I thought to myself...Holy Crap...I work with my Mom. (Love Ya CLT)
As I was driving home I got flipped off because I...Wait NO REASON! The world laughed at me today with a big fat...Listen to me next time!
I took my hubby some dinner at work and I was driving home I thought that I deserved a treat! My favorite on a bad day is a 7-11 Pepsi and popcorn. I then realized that I did not have my debit card. I looked up to the sky and said... Please Lord let me have change in my car! And there in the change holder was $1.16 in change! I looked up and said, Big Guy you always have my back!
Tomorrow is a new day... And so far the score is... World-1 Brittney-0

I was tagged by my friend Bekah...To get to know a little bit more about me!
8 THINGS I LOVE / I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT:

Family
My Religion
My Husband
Laughing
Vacations
Primary
Meeting New People
Blogging

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8 BOOKS I'VE READ AND ENJOYED:

(This is super embarrassing but I have only read, maybe 3 books since I was married four years ago. So they might be a little out-dated)
Charlie
Sam
Adam
Sister
Night
Twilight
(I have not read this book yet but I bought it and I am hoping
that I will love it)
FIVE Languages of LOVE
Anne of Green Gables

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8 PHRASES OR WORDS I SAY OFTEN:

Morgan James Thompson
Holy Hell
Are you kidding me?
"I was just kidding"
WOW
Morgie
Are you ready to come back?
(I say that like 10 times a day)
Bull Crap

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8 THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

Have Kids
Go to Europe
Buy a House
See my husband graduate!
Join the mile high club
Be skinny enough to wear a bikini
See my siblings married!
Do something that changes someone else's lives!

8 THINGS I'VE LEARNED OR REMEMBERED THIS PAST YEAR:

That I have the best Husband in the whole entire world!
27 is not that old
I have caught up with a lot of old friends
How to make the best Chocolate Chip Cookies
That Primary requires a lot of Patience
My family is always going to be there for me!
It's ok that people get pregnant and I don't!
(I am still working on that last one)
Living in an apartment is OK

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8 PEOPLE I WANT TO TAG:

Megan
Amber Baer
Anna
Kelly
Danielle
Cassie
Dezi
Liza

Ten things that I Love Today....
1. My Mother-in-law Cindy (I have always loved her, but today we just had a conversation we should have had like a year ago so it was a good day.)
2. Financial Aid (Can I get an Amen?)
3. So you think you can dance. My favorite summer show! The BEST competition show on TV except for Mary Murphey.
4. Erin, friend to Bekah! I had such a crappy feel sorry for myself day and then I realized that I am not the only one going through crappy stuff! Thank You
5. The warm weather!
6. My new very cute summer clothes! My husband told me to buy some summer clothes. So right before Florida I went out and spent a lot of his hard earned money.
7. Re-Connecting with old friends!
8. Whitening peoples teeth! Especially when they have always wanted white teeth and then because of me...Bam they have white teeth! It's my gift to the world!
9. Vacations!
10. The game Ticket to Ride!! I played it five times this last weekend and won 4 out of 5! I was so proud of myself and I might have rubbed it in poor Keily's face a little to much! Sorry Kei!!

I have to send a huge Congratulations out to my Amazing Husband!! Today he received his letter from The University of Utah accepting him into the Architect Program! Honey I am so proud of you and so proud to say that you are my husband. My husband is so talented and creative. I am so grateful for all of the hard work that you have put in to get to this point and for all of the hard work to come. I will try to be the very best wife and make sure that when you are home you are stress free. I Love You so much and I am so excited for you!!!! And also for anyone that may read this...I am going to throw a HUGE barbecue for my husband to celebrate. He will need something to get him energized about the next four very long years that he will spend up at the So for anyone who is interested in an invite let me know!

Wow what a day!!

My day started yesterday at 3 in the morning! I woke up with the worst pain I have ever experienced in my back. I woke Morgan up about 30 minutes later when I realized this was not a muscle ache this was extreme pain internally! It scared me because I have never had anything like that happen to me. I was crying hysterical and asked Morgan to please take me to the ER. Thanks honey for running that red light and going so fast, Don't worry there were no cars on the road at that gastly hour. At least I know that one day when I am in Labor he will get me there quick! I was then seen by a Dr. then a RN who for THREE attempts tried to start an IV to give me fluids and pain meds. After the third attempt he checked with the DR. to see if they could do the CT Scan without. THANK HEAVENS!! I was afraid if he stuck me one more time I was going to stab him. Got the CT Scan (totally new experience) and it was confirmed that I had kidney stones! Gave me some pain meds and an antibiotic and sent me home to drink as much water as I could. Got home just in time to get ready for our friend Erica and Ambers wedding. I felt a little odd going to the temple on pain killers. But I was very grateful because with the help of those and my hubby I was able to make it through the whole day! Now I am packing for Florida..We leave tonight! And with a couple more kidneys stones in my kidneys still to pass...I hope those little guys wait until we are back. Special thanks to my Hubby Morgan..I love you! And to the two best neighbors we have ever had, Matt and Kelly...Love you both!!

Love Love Love

I was reading over my last blog and realized that must have been a really bad day! Like everyone I have my ups and my downs! Do I want to have children of my own? YES! Am I impatient with the fact that it will not happen and has not happen on my time? YES! Have I turned this problem over to the Lord? NO! Not really! And do you want to know why...I am scared! I am scared that if I do hand this over to my Heavenly Father I am not brave enough for whatever the Lord has in store for me. I have seen people go through such trials. I have seen families loose people far to soon to terrible diseases. I have friends who are far stronger then I am. So when I think of those people my heart is filled with Gratitude! Thank Heavens that our Lord and Savior put people on this earth who go through things hard and terrible but strangely all at different times. When one of us is weak the other is strong! I am so richly blessed in my life! I am so thankful for my husband who doesn't know what to say but kisses me gently on the forehead and tells me it will be ok! I am thankful for my family who rally together and would do anything they could to make the people they love in there lives happy! That is what this life is about! Filling it with as much good and love as you can! And with every problem there is a solution!

The "Mommy" Club

Let me first start this blog by saying that I have not one intent on making anyone feel bad. I have been thinking about this a lot lately and have wanted to write about it (putting things out there in words is such therapy) but have been very hesitant because most of the people that might run across my blog are indeed in fact a part of that club.
My visiting teacher was here on Sunday and said to me that as long as we are righteous that Heavenly Father will not withhold any blessings from us. That struck a very sensitive cord for me! This coming from my very pregnant visiting teacher. She is very sweet and beautiful and has no idea that in my head I am wondering why she deserves to have a baby and I do not. I am perfectly aware that the Lord is trying to teach me something and he doesn't give us anything we can not handle. But come on... I am throwing my hands in the air!
I sit in church and look at all of the ladies my age talking with one another about how cute there babies are and what percentage in size they are and yada yada yada! I tried jumping into a conversation with two members of the club once by complimenting one of them on there new haircut. Well I was given the look! The look I have received many a time... That I don't fit into this conversation. Like heaven forbid we talk about something else.
Please believe me when I say I do not want to take away from any ones happiness I just really want some of my own. I find my self looking at other peoples blog and the pictures of there cute little families and I get so jealous! I am finding myself in a very bitter place. A place I do not want to be in. I want to be in the middle of all of the yada yada baby talk! And I swear if one more person gives me advice on how I can get pregnant I might physically loose it!
As I am writing this I am thinking about deleting it all and writing about something cheery instead. This is my very honest side! There are a lot of women out there that are going through this same thing! That is the club I am apart of! And no offense but a club I no longer want to be a member of! So to all of you women who are in the club with me...Hi my name is Brittney and I am fertility challenged!!