Thursday, October 20, 2011

Love! Grattitude! Heavy Heart!

I have been wanting to update my blog with a bunch of cute pictures of Gavin, and I still will but I needed to write this while I had a little bit of time.
I woke up this morning like I usually do with such a heavy heart full of grattitude for my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and my Heavenly Father. I have been blessed with the most beautiful baby who makes me happier then I ever thought I would be. For a long time I was a bitter, frustrated and angry person. Not only have I become a mother but I have become myself again. I feel like my old self that was positive, happy and cheerful! That has been such a huge breathe of fresh air...to feel like me!
My sister is expecting a baby in April and I am excited! For the first time in 7 years someone told me she was pregnant and I didnt hold back tears! I didnt have to put on a brave face. I was 100% excited and the best part....I can say to them...Oh you just wait until this...or this...my sister actually said to me once when I was bathing Gavin...your going to show me how to do this, right! That statement alone made me want to cry!
So yep....I am LOVING being a mom to the most beautiful baby. Its crazy how many people ask..."So how are you liking it?" I LOVE IT ya FOOL! Of course I do...is usually my response. :)
Well pictures soon to come...I gots to go now because my baby is rolling all over the place and I almost done building his bubble room that he will spend the next 18 years in...dont worry...its really nice!!

3 comments:

Christie @ A Lemon Squeezy Home said...

I'm so happy that you are so happy! You are amazing. I still so want to get together with you Brittney. How does your schedule look next week? :)

Danielle said...

Oh I can't wait to see pictures of his cuteness! I want to meet him in person acutally. I know you are the best mom ever. I'm so happy for you guys and for Megan too. Fun fun!

The Allen Family said...

So cute! And so glad to hear how happy you are!! Love it! And congratulations to your sister and I'm sure she'll love all the advice you have to share. :) And if you and Christie get together, I better be invited! ;)